If you haven't read part 1 and 2 yet, Here is the link: https://scrap.tf/raffles/E3101A

As I grew more independent, I also grew more mature than the other kids because I was mostly surrounded by adults. I started to focus on school work a bit more instead of goofing off like I did when I was a younger. At this point, I turned 13. School was out and I was very exited because it meant I could play TF2 more often because TF2 and school was my life. I stopped talking to my parents and other people irl. My parents thought of me as a mute. Then They said they wanted to have a serious talk with me. I thought I was in trouble. But instead, they were wondering what was wrong with me, so I told them. They finally listened to me about how I didn't smoke and they were sorry for what they did. Then they told me I could go to my friends school the next school year. I was so happy. When school started, I had friends again. Real friends that don't steal or smoke. I got a little distant with TF2 but still played it a bit. Then the best day of my life came. The day I first laid eyes on her. I was so stund, I couldn't talk for the rest of the day. I can still describe what she was wearing, how her hair was, and what she said. My friend that I played TF2 with is named Kennan. Pronounced Ken(Like barbie ken)nan(Like your nanna). When I was a little kid, I pronounced his name like this, key(as in a key)nan(your nanna, again). I only did it because it annoyed him. But I was the only one that called him that. But that's what she called him. keynan. I had the butterfly's so bad. But at this point in my life I was shy as hell and I couldn't even go near her. I tried to get her to notice me with out talking to her (notice me senpie). One day, my friend and I were playing a game on the computer (not kennan. This one is named luke) and he found out I liked "her". One day we were at our lockers and "she" walked by and hugged him(they were good friends). He said "No. Don't hug me, hug this kid" and pushed "her" on to me. At this point, I was sweating and my face was red and I was nerves ans hell. Then she said " Oh. Sorry." Got off of me, said by to luke and ran away. I yelled at him for what he did. After that, I managed to talk to "her" for the first time. She told me her name, (as if I didn't know it) and we became friends. I bought her lunch for the next 3 months, every day. Then luke told "her" I liked "her". I was really mad at him because I was just working up the nerve to ask "her" on a date. Reason for "her" is because I don't want to write "her" name just yet) She confronted me but I denied that I liked her. I instantly regretted it the second after but I couldn't take back what I said. Then I found out she liked me. I hatted my self. Then, she got a boyfriend. I was so sad. I started to not hang out with my friends but I didn't take it out on them. One time she came up to me and said "Are you sad because you didn't ask me out before him?"

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