so recently idk if u know but i lost it all again...and before that i had really bad grades in school and had some really bad times...im giving my best yet nothing happens at all....so i figured i might as well end it all on a day...and that day is 20th february 2018....i really dont see a point in living anymore...all hope i had is lost....idk how i will do it but i will and idc if u report this post but.....i just want ppl to know about me and that u shouldent commit suicide....its never the anwser yet i still want to do it badly because i dont see a point in liveing....if i manage to make myselfe not do it by 20th...then il live a miserebel life....i already got back some items and fixed some of my grades...but still i dont think i need to do anything in my life....everithing i have done is a mess and i dont see myselfe doing anything right...conclusion? I might kms over school and digital items...you should never do that but i have a feeling i should do it
