first, i would like to apology for making everyone felt sad,worried or annoyed 
secondly, i would like to say thank you for all your kind words of encouragement
thridly, i was being dumb dumb and panic over something stupid but i just found out that i checked the wrong list and also that there are some uni that email me saying they like my report card :> 
enjoy this mini gun, i'm sorry if there is only one thing to raffle away 
have a great day :>