I wish this was an "April Fools" prank, but my girlfriend of 2 years told me yesterday evening that she should've had her period either on the 19th or 20th of March, we're on April 1st and it didn't come yet.

I'm so fucking scared guys, she's in Highschool, I'm in University, she's almost 18, she hasn't even finished highschool yet, she can't take care of a child. Her parents are hyper-catholic and I'm so fucking terrified that they might not let abort the baby, but that's gonna ruin her life forever. I don't know what to think, I'm scared of telling anything to anyone in my family, especially my parents cuz they'd kick me out the instant they heard something along the lines of "She could be pregnant"

I bought the pregnancy tests today, they're so damn expensive (around 16 euros in my country, a bit under 20$ I think) and tonight we're gonna see if she's actually pregnant or not.

I don't even work yet, at least, not enough to sustain anyone, not even myself (I work only on weekends in an amusement park). I just started university, still got so much shit to do....

I went in "raw" just once, and with a condom the second time, we only had sex twice (2 fucking times and she gets pregnant? What sort of sick luck is that). I tried raw the first time and stopped after like 3-4 strokes because I wasn't feeling sure about doing it raw, didn't come or anything, it lasted 4-5 seconds, no more, then I stopped and didn't "Go in" again that day.

The second time I came fully prepared with condoms and shit, and that time it went fine.

I've never been more scared in my life, and I wish this was a sick joke, sadly, it isn't.