What should I do if I feel guilty because I am now unable and unwilling to go to the Secret Santa event? I'm burned out, but I feel guilty because I won't receive a gift and won't give another gift to someone else. What if I got something really cool? Perhaps it's greed? I don't know, I'm tired. Perhaps I will have time to perk up? So many questions, few answers, a lot of stress.
Perhaps I will regret that I even spoke about this.