If you've entered any other raffle of mine, you know that normally I either make a raffle on a milestone, dumb event, or event in my life. However, this might be one of the most serious raffle's I've made so far and if anything, it's more of a letter to someone in our community, Vozhd.


Vozhd,
     I don't know you personally, and I don't know about what's happened to you, but trust me, taking your own life is not worth it. Here's the reasons why.


    The community of Scrap.TF cares about you, and always will, because we are all close together. People with similar interests, people like you and I who normally have these things happen in our lives, things that make us so sad that it almost doesn't seem worth it? It is. Trust me, buddy, I am currently having the same problems you are. The scars on my body have added up already. It won't ever be the same. But trust me, the community we have here? The people who care for us, who make us feel better, who try to talk to us and help us cope? We don't want to tell people about our problems, so we shelter ourselves, but the community here helps me personally through. They talk, they listen...they're always here for us. 

    Think of what you haven't ever done yet. Things you always wanted to do. Killing yourself takes away the chance to ever do those things. If you ever wanted anything, you are taking away the chance to get it.

    Think of your family. How will they respond? You are sad now, but if you kill yourself think of how they'll feel. You don't want to push your problems on to them, do you? If you die, then they have to deal with loss too. They might get depressed too. They might have the same thoughts we think every day.
    I know I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
    So please, Vozhd, if you read this....
    Keep going. Distract yourself. Personally I use Scrap.TF to distract myself, that or making art. Fun stuff. Keep those thoughts away for as long as you can. And if you can't keep them away...then do the one thing that everyone else here can do.

  Lose yourself in a game.