So, I'm back. But, I am also leaving. 

Some of you may have noticed that I was missing and if you checked on my profile you would have seen I was banned for "Being extremely rude towards other users." Thanks to the whoever took the time and effort to reach out to me during this time. I appreciate it more than you can imagine.

I called a friend of mine a "fuckin drama queen" in the comments of my previous raffle and that pushed staff to ban me. 2 comments were also used as evidence from a few weeks ago where I call another user a "dumbass" for losing an unusual from Neet's raffle to an obvious scam and a little later left a comment on Neet's latest raffle saying if the unusual gets scammed I will strangle someone.

I was called "toxic and hostile" my raffle was hidden because "this incident involved harassment of a site user" and I was told to stop being so aggressive. 

I tried to be a part of the community, I wanted to be a friend to everyone and was always willing to have a laugh with anyone. 
But after this I don't want to try anymore. If you look at my profile I have 3075 comments, that number won't change again.

If I can get banned for such minor offenses that didn't bother anyone then I am afraid I can get permanently banned for anything since offense is a perspective. I could even get banned for this raffle for whatever reason. (maybe staff want to be nice and help me keep the 3075 comments promise?)

I still want to use auctions and enter raffles or participate in events. I can't do that with a community ban. 
I am removing my hats and I will stop posting stories on my auctions. No point in hats if I don't comment right? And I don't want to risk offending someone's grandmother with an auction story. I don't think my mental health and my self image can withstand a permanent ban, I am sensitive when it comes to rejection.

If you say "just be nice and don't swear, stick to the rules" I'm not Remi ok? I make mistakes often and I'd rather not risk it. I don't fit into the Utopia staff want that is filled with laughs and smiles and no one ever gets their feelings hurt. Mine got hurt when they tried to protect the feelings of another. I feel like I was insulted in my ban appeal by someone that was anonymous and had no reason to. Call me a hypocrite if you want but these are my thoughts and feelings.

Here is a key to make up for all the bananas I won't be raffling.
If you want to chat you can always hit me up on steam. I know some of the people that I have come to admire on this site most likely won't do so or might not even see this raffle, but I will remember the fun we had.

Goodbye friends.